im really hectic i keep bouncy back and forth i had to take some really heavy pain meds that i hate taking because they make me feel like im approaching a heart condition but i can NOT nuke this PAIN but the caffeine is a multiplier in my brain thats already melting down i cant stay still physically and mentally im sorry if i start frantic posting* i tried pacing im trying to shake it all off but im going off the walls right now
stacked stacked its all stacked sick
*is what im trying to say; i need to log off when im like this i cant disconnect right now i cant distract myself