At this point everyone's lying. I know it. Why did I believe that they actually wanted to be friends ?? why did I believe anyone when they said they cared about me. Look what happened. They don't give a fuck about what I do. They don't remember all the pain, stress, and trauma they gave me?? Why csnt I just live a perfect life without worrying if people are lying or not. Why aren't people good. Why can't I keep people close