Official ✯ ✵ Mental Health Support✯ ✵ (20 Viewers)

[potato]

I've been thinking about this a lot. I think a server would be very nice because it would be easier to talk and responses would be faster. Has anyone made one yet?

No, I've been planning to pm Joy and kodoku about it but I keep forgetting

I think we should ask the admins as well so it can be official and we might be able to get it advertised on the home page as well.

 

[Mayday]

I know myself, but I don't know what personality I want to have. I don't know my personality. I don't really know anything.

 

[gongchan]

No, I've been planning to pm Joy and kodoku about it but I keep forgetting

I think we should ask the admins as well so it can be official and we might be able to get it advertised on the home page as well.

Ah yes that would be nice! I can ask the staff discord about it if you want?

 

[potato]

Ah yes that would be nice! I can ask the staff discord about it if you want?

Yes please. Thank you so much <3

You could be an admin too if you want to ^^

 

[gongchan]

Yes please. Thank you so much <3

You could be an admin too if you want to ^^

If that'd be ok, I'd love to help!

 

[potato]

If that'd be ok, I'd love to help!

The more the merrier~

 

[gongchan]

I know myself, but I don't know what personality I want to have. I don't know my personality. I don't really know anything.

I think it's best to not over think who you are or want to be. I would give it time and not stress too much over how you or your personality is because with time you will be able to discover it <3

 

[Mayday]

I think it's best to not over think who you are or want to be. I would give it time and not stress too much over how you or your personality is because with time you will be able to discover it <3

It's hard to do, but I think I actually might be getting there. Thankss!

 

[potato]

Just venting:

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I swear, if I punch my dad in the face when this is all over, I won't even regret it. I've never punched anyone before in my life. I probably won't punch another person, ever. I don't know. All I know is that I really want to do it, even if burning bridges isn't very wise. I'm just sick of your abuse. I am done. Stop acting like you're always right. Stop acting so blameless. Stop being such a man-child. I've been doing so much over the years to figure out who I am and what I want, and I've made mistakes, and at times, I've even treated good friends poorly... and for that I'm very sorry. The only thing I have never been able to do, however... is stand up to you. But I'm done putting stock into every word you say and everything you do. My friends believe I can do this. It's time I start believing in it too... fully. I'm not the bad person you keep telling everyone I am.

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I'm so happy that you know you've finally realised that you need to stand up to your father. I'm proud of you.
Just remember, don't let your violent thoughts take over your feelings. You can harm your abusive father in ways that go beyond physical violence. You can use your words and your actions to leave a deeper impact upon him. Just remember that violence is never the answer.

Keep beliveing in yourself sweetie <3

 

[kodoku]

I know myself, but I don't know what personality I want to have. I don't know my personality. I don't really know anything.

I think that's natural for humans and it's good to reflect on yourself sometimes but try not to overthink... You are you and that's enough even if you might feel confused at the moment <3

 

[kodoku]

Just venting:

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I swear, if I punch my dad in the face when this is all over, I won't even regret it. I've never punched anyone before in my life. I probably won't punch another person, ever. I don't know. All I know is that I really want to do it, even if burning bridges isn't very wise. I'm just sick of your abuse. I am done. Stop acting like you're always right. Stop acting so blameless. Stop being such a man-child. I've been doing so much over the years to figure out who I am and what I want, and I've made mistakes, and at times, I've even treated good friends poorly... and for that I'm very sorry. The only thing I have never been able to do, however... is stand up to you. But I'm done putting stock into every word you say and everything you do. My friends believe I can do this. It's time I start believing in it too... fully. I'm not the bad person you keep telling everyone I am.

you're a great person bestie and I'm glad you gained some courage now, you don't deserve that crap. I hope you don't actually punch him haha, but I'm really proud of you~~

It feels nice

I'm worried about my intelligence, I'm afraid I'm going to be incompetent at managing the workload for the coming months, but I feel more self-assured overall some how. I still need to figure somethings out but I am feeling positive.

Besides my education and my weight, I'm basically alright is what I mean. Today will be good i think

Spoiler: good vibe

but maybe its just because i've been listening to some uplifting music lately, that my attitude is better

That's awesome to hear since I struggle with similar stuff, I hope I can get better like you. Good job <3

 

[JoanaIsHere]

Nvm

 

[gongchan]

Nvm

Is everything alright? You can always talk if you need <3

 

[JoanaIsHere]

Is everything alright? You can always talk if you need <3

I’m fine but one of my family members had heart attack & I the doctor so are unsure about whether he’ll live. Today we have to go visit him on that life thing. Tomorrow we’ll see if he will live or not 👌👌

 

[gongchan]

I’m fine but one of my family members had heart attack & I the doctor so are unsure about whether he’ll live. Today we have to go visit him on that life thing. Tomorrow we’ll see if he will live or not 👌👌

I’m so sorry :c I’ll be praying that everything will be ok <3 stay strong

 

[Mayday]

Somebody lied to her several times and told her that she was fly, hot and sexy and beautiful and she’s nothing like that, she’s nothing of the sort.

 

[kodoku]

Spoiler: just talking to myself

i've been feeling nauseous and eating less, i should eat more but even after i was starting to feel less naseuos now i don't want to eat so much. I've been feeling better for a while now so i don't want to do that, but i know i can be a self-destructive person at times

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please make sure to eat enough, food is not an enemy, as long as you eat healthy and in moderation, you will be fine <3

 

[gongchan]

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Today my mother and I went to say goodnight to my little brother, and he just looked at us and started crying and saying how he didn’t want us to die. My little brother is 8, but he has autism so for him to say something like that it’s a big deal because his mind is still behind other kids his age. I realized that he is at the age where he is realizing that death is apart of life and not everyone lives forever. Just seeing my innocent little brother cry over that, broke me. He is the one person in my life who no matter what I will always be there for. I really love him more than anybody else, and I thought to myself that if anything was to ever happen to my mother and step father, I would be the only one to care for him because his biological douchebag father left my brother just because he has autism. I realized that if anything, that’s worth living for. I just really love my brother. I love how innocent he is to the world, and I don’t ever want that to go away. So I guess what I’m saying is that, that is the real reason I should stay on this earth. For my brother

 

[kodoku]

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Today my mother and I went to say goodnight to my little brother, and he just looked at us and started crying and saying how he didn’t want us to die. My little brother is 8, but he has autism so for him to say something like that it’s a big deal because his mind is still behind other kids his age. I realized that he is at the age where he is realizing that death is apart of life and not everyone lives forever. Just seeing my innocent little brother cry over that, broke me. He is the one person in my life who no matter what I will always be there for. I really love him more than anybody else, and I thought to myself that if anything was to ever happen to my mother and step father, I would be the only one to care for him because his biological douchebag father left my brother just because he has autism. I realized that if anything, that’s worth living for. I just really love my brother. I love how innocent he is to the world, and I don’t ever want that to go away. So I guess what I’m saying is that, that is the real reason I should stay on this earth. For my brother

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That's really beautiful, what a blessing you are to each other <3

 

[gongchan]

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That's... very beautiful, honestly <3 I feel the same way about my loved ones.

Also, everyone's autism is different, so there might be a slim chance of this being true, but be careful. He might go to extremes with this and obsess over death. Like, having really bad nightmares, for example, and envisioning worst-case scenarios in his daily life. In any event, just be patient with him. I know I don't need to tell you that, though. He's very lucky to have you.

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We already worry about that happening. He has gotten bad nightmares before over things that happened with his bio dad before. I’m just hoping that doesn’t happen again :c