Official Post Your Random Thoughts (150 Viewers)

[quinby]

Me getting excited for BP comebacks every single time knowing full well Teddy will deliver sh*t.

 

[kodoku]

how can finding just simple tshirts be this hard......... I just want something that isn't see-through and too long like a damn dress.......w t h 😩

 

[eclipsoul]

pporappippam has not even been released yet but i know it will be the best thing to happen to me in 2020

 

[kodoku]

as I'm getting older, I really think of all this even more...... how fragile and fleeting it all is, everything we care for, everyone we love, and life itself.... all of it will be erased by time as if it never existed..... it's interesting and beautiful too, not just horribly saddening..... a lot of people are afraid of that, maybe I am too, but I'm able to find some beauty in it too..... poor old people.... sick, old, alone... my poor granny, just waiting for death...... sigh, makes me cry as I write this... I'll visit you soon granny, don't give up <3

 

[kodoku]

Somewhere in the end we're all insane
To think that light ahead can save us from this
Grave that's in the end of all this pain

 

[dark_tranquility]

I should just draw a smiley face on my face mask. Would that get you to shut up about me not smiling? And how do you even know I'm not underneath this?! You know, if I were 6'2 and a guy, you totally would not be saying these things to me <__< Rude...

Is everything ok dear? I don't smile at all much and people give me crap for it as well :(
Your kitten mew <3

 

[kodoku]

I should just draw a smiley face on my face mask. Would that get you to shut up about me not smiling? And how do you even know I'm not underneath this?! You know, if I were 6'2 and a guy, you totally would not be saying these things to me <__< Rude...

Omg bestie story of my life!! even today a man (ofc) told me this

 

[dark_tranquility]

It's fine, just some dumb guy TT... Trying to be the smile police, pfft

He needs to be less of a dumb guy and more of a gentlemen >:
Some guys are so bloody lame man. ffs.

 

[kodoku]

It's fine, just some dumb guy TT... Trying to be the smile police, pfft



We should take pictures of us smiling, crop out the lower-halves of our faces, and make custom face-masks with them. It would be both creepy and, if nothing else, make them go, "O__o" too much to complain anymore

I even made a thread about this, people telling me to smile and all.. I'm not even someone who doesn't smile but apparently it's not good enough >_>

 

[dark_tranquility]

When I am nyappy I can't feel but start purring mew <3
All my kitten friends too <3

@vogue @Bookworm @kodoku @Lady_Camellia @Ahsoka @Darth_17

We will mew until we can mew no longer *paws the air*

 

[kodoku]

"pretty like a princess" well damn.. no man has ever said something like this about me, thanks random guy.... I don't think your efforts will work out and you'd probably just hurt me in the end anyway.. but for a moment, I felt a bit of relief and comfort.. so yeah thanks for that..

 

[kodoku]

at times like these, I am truly scared of people...... their actions and words, the way they treat each other.. I can feel the coldness in my bones.... I feel so empty, so cold.. how horrible

 

[dark_tranquility]

These K-pop butt dances. So sexy and cute. Love me some fancams :)

I wish I had a fit body like that instead of getting a bit fat in the tummy :(

 

[kodoku]

I don't think I always fully realize how insanely toxic the people around me are..... because I'm too used to it.. but I hope that someday I'll be able to rid myself of it all, or at least feel more free than this..

 

[kodoku]

okay today is gonna suck but then I have three days off..... just keep thinking that and survive somehow......

 

[kodoku]

sometimes I think "what if no one ever see my soul?" the real me, my true heart and feelings... if no one ever truly knows me, won't it be like I never existed..? scary stuff.. this curse of being human too..... alaays seeking meaning when there is none, trying to leave a trace in this world when it's all destined to fade away......

 

[kodoku]

lol girl, did you tell your guy not to talk to me anymore because he is suddenly kinda avoiding me a bit after we talked about him hitting on me xD Just leave him, I'm sure you can do better ..

 

[kodoku]

I cannot believe how many burns, wounds, bruises, and cuts I have on me..........wtf, how clumy can you be.. this will take forever to heal >_>

 

[dark_tranquility]

I am so bored..... so bored that I make myself sleep all day.... jeez.

 

[eclipsoul]

i don't even watch good girl or whatever that mnet show this song was made for is called but it has been stuck in my head for the past two hours and it seems like it's not going to change anytime soon