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at times like these, I am truly scared of people...... their actions and words, the way they treat each other.. I can feel the coldness in my bones.... I feel so empty, so cold.. how horrible
 

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I'm awake, you're not there, I get to wondering
Where have you got to while I was a-slumbering
Look around, you're not there, and all my keys are gone
Why would you take them when you know that it is wrong?
But then I see your wallet next to your heart next to mine
 

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These K-pop butt dances. So sexy and cute. Love me some fancams :)

I wish I had a fit body like that instead of getting a bit fat in the tummy :(
 

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I don't think I always fully realize how insanely toxic the people around me are..... because I'm too used to it.. but I hope that someday I'll be able to rid myself of it all, or at least feel more free than this..
 

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okay today is gonna suck but then I have three days off..... just keep thinking that and survive somehow......
 
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sometimes I think "what if no one ever see my soul?" the real me, my true heart and feelings... if no one ever truly knows me, won't it be like I never existed..? scary stuff.. this curse of being human too..... alaays seeking meaning when there is none, trying to leave a trace in this world when it's all destined to fade away......
 
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lol girl, did you tell your guy not to talk to me anymore because he is suddenly kinda avoiding me a bit after we talked about him hitting on me xD Just leave him, I'm sure you can do better ..
 
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I cannot believe how many burns, wounds, bruises, and cuts I have on me..........wtf, how clumy can you be.. this will take forever to heal >_>
 
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I am so bored..... so bored that I make myself sleep all day.... jeez.
 

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Help, I'm alive, my heart
Keeps beating like a hammer
Hard to be soft
Tough to be tender
Come take my pulse, my pace
Is on a runaway train
Help, I'm alive, my heart
Keeps beating like a hammer...
 

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i don't even watch good girl or whatever that mnet show this song was made for is called but it has been stuck in my head for the past two hours and it seems like it's not going to change anytime soon :jisoosmh:
 

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I am so tired....... my tummy was hurting so much today, I don't know how I survived work.. these men are such pigs, and even my "friends" are annoying. I'm also worried, so worried.......... I hope it doesn't happen, please .. :/
 
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GFriend's new concept reminds me of a nice Japanese rpg horror game and I am just so in love omg........
 
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On new medications or adjusted old ones.

Hopefully I feel better on them.
Because these depression bouts are worrying me.
 
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