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[Hyunjin]

everything is annoying me. Do you have to nag at me just for the sake of it? just shut up.

 

[taemkitten]

@taemkitten I'm here if you want to talk, stay strong <3

Thank you love - you're always such a strong and supportive person, and please realize it's always highly appreciated even if not expressed to you as much as it should be.

I'm feeling better today - truthfully, I think I have a hormonal imbalance in my body. I thought at first maybe my anti-depressants and anti-anxiety prescriptions weren't working properly anymore, but I don't think it's that so much as it might be something else (like a hormonal imbalance, given all the other symptoms that come along with it too that hint at that). I'm praying that's what it is, because this medication has worked so well for me from the start, and I hate trying to find another one that works and doesn't give me side effects. The struggle.

I'm sorry if I worried you yesterday. I haven't gotten into such a dark place as that in such a long time, and I even worried myself at one point, going to bed instead of letting my mind wander into dark, deep places like it was doing. I'm trying my best today to work at focusing on the positives (because there are so many in so many places in my life) and I can't keep letting the darkness try to consume me.

My yearly woman visit is coming up soon and I will be talking with them about possible hormonal imbalances among other things, and find out if that's indeed what I have and what can be done if that's the case. Hopefully I will have resolution to these feelings and emotional breakdowns soon.

 

[gongchan]

My life feels empty again. One day of feeling happy was all the world would allow me ig.

 

[taemkitten]

15+ maybe. like fucking steers to the slaughter, you're leading them blindly and by your own obsession with non-existant innocence. hats off to you. he's the slime in the deepest cesspool but you're scraping it up and selling it for $1mil as some sort of delicacy that deserves all the praise and none of the negativity. it's quite disgusting, and simultaneously sad. i hope that bolt goes quickly to the steer's skull; it would be a shame to continue this slow, painful death.

 

[kodoku]

Thank you love - you're always such a strong and supportive person, and please realize it's always highly appreciated even if not expressed to you as much as it should be.

I'm feeling better today - truthfully, I think I have a hormonal imbalance in my body. I thought at first maybe my anti-depressants and anti-anxiety prescriptions weren't working properly anymore, but I don't think it's that so much as it might be something else (like a hormonal imbalance, given all the other symptoms that come along with it too that hint at that). I'm praying that's what it is, because this medication has worked so well for me from the start, and I hate trying to find another one that works and doesn't give me side effects. The struggle.

I'm sorry if I worried you yesterday. I haven't gotten into such a dark place as that in such a long time, and I even worried myself at one point, going to bed instead of letting my mind wander into dark, deep places like it was doing. I'm trying my best today to work at focusing on the positives (because there are so many in so many places in my life) and I can't keep letting the darkness try to consume me.

My yearly woman visit is coming up soon and I will be talking with them about possible hormonal imbalances among other things, and find out if that's indeed what I have and what can be done if that's the case. Hopefully I will have resolution to these feelings and emotional breakdowns soon.

Aw thank you, that means a lot to me T_T

I'm glad to hear you're feeling a bit better! I hope you can visit the doctor soon and sort this out.... I really know how long it takes and how much one suffers before finding the right medication, so I understand your concern..

And you shouldn't apologize, it's alright :D I just wanted to check on you hehe :) stay strong and like I said, I'm always here for you <3

 

[Kelly]

I wish I was at Ateez's concert right now....... But oh well 🙁

 

[Deleted member 74]

It’s not something new to me is it
People are all the same around here

 

[lexus]

Why is the forum so dead today?

 

[ripiasuju]

Why is the forum so dead today?

Ikr.. we need to make some changes up in here.

 

[ripiasuju]

TAEYEON. YOU DIDNT.

 

[Deleted member 74]

I think I'll continue sitting next to her, I won't move classes
It's nice to meet someone who can deal with me not feeling like talking sometimes
Without making it awkward either, comfortable silence

 

[quinby]

So, how much oatmeal should you eat?
The experts do have some guidance on how much oatmeal you should eat to reduce your cholesterol: 3 grams of beta-glucans per day from oats is the amount that has been shown to reduce blood cholesterol levels. According to Today’s Dietitian, you can find that amount in one-and-a-half cups of cooked oatmeal, or three packets of instant oatmeal.

Who can eat 3 packets in one sitting?! That's so much.

 

[quinby]

PWF is BP's best title track change my mind.

 

[lexus]

Today is such a boring day and it's not even 3pm yet. It's so gloomy, cold, and rainy today. There's really nothing for me to do.
:hmm:

 

[ripiasuju]

I'm all alone for the first time in weeks in my house rn. My other people living here or who usually visit decided to go down south for the weekend. They are all gone and I cant cause I have work haha. I also funded them cause im the best ever. Yes I am.

 

[kodoku]

I want to feel something

 

[ripiasuju]

You know what I really want to do, I want to meet blackpink and vocal train them. I could make all 4 of them very good singers in 3 weeks. Literally 3 weeks is all I'd need.

As weird as it sounds Rose would be the hardest to teach as her technique seems to really engraved in her voice. Jisoo would be the easiest. It really annoys me because I just know I could do it in 30 seconds. Ive trained singers way worse than them to be really good, great in fact. Rose would still be easy.

If I ever meet them I'm going to offer I'd do it voluntary I just think bps songs would sound better with better singing.

 

[ripiasuju]

I want to feel something

*hugs tight* you can feel my warmth at this moment.

 

[igloo]

i want to watch anime but i know that if i do i'll kill my grades even more than i am rn
and i'll basically get nothing done at all

 

[ripiasuju]

Spoiler

if the forum is ever flopping just make a who is your favorite user thread. ;)