Meh, I wonder why I had to be treated like that again :/ it's difficult for me to understand people who act in such rude and malicious ways on a daily basis... Actually, it's heartbreaking because I would sincerely rather cease to exist right now than ever be like that. To me, it's just a worthless existence if your life passes by like that... at the end of this path and in my last moments, even if it was filled with only faliure, I want to be able to say I lived a life where I tried my best to be a light to others...