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[ripiasuju]

sleep? missing
throat? hurting
period? coming
kiki? dying

👍

Have some ripia love I love you

 

[dark_tranquility]

R.I.P My Wednesday. I don't know what to do today, but I already feel like it's gonna be studies related.
That or I can check the shops out maybe. Who knows!

 

[potato]

I feel empty.

It feels so strange. I feel like I'm floating. Like I'm not actually in the present moment and everything is just a dream, like it's not actually happening. I don't know hot to describe it. It's such a weird feeling.

 

[kodoku]

i am just scared to fall asleep at this point

 

[MinSquishy]

I'm hungry.

 

[dark_tranquility]

It's a higher place all over again. (this born of osiris) album has the jams and whams!
Amazingly well done with the instrumentals and production :)

thank you for the heavy metal!

 

[AmysTeri]

I hate in cop shows/jail scenes in which the officer(s), with no trace of irony or humor, tells the person they're interrogating, "Don't go anywhere."

Like...where...are they gonna go? Unless this is Now You See Me, they aren't going ANYWHERE. Sigh.

 

[Willow]

I ate too much 😂 😂

 

[Foxia]

I'm getting 0% response from my (coming) internship place and my teachers about current projects and I'm so close to losing it

 

[Peach]

I am sad. I tried using my Mastercard debit card to buy Daniel's fan club membership and it didn't work. I saw people on Twitter claim that their VISA debit cards worked and I'm thinking how convenient knowing that my bank replaced all VISA cards with Mastercard years ago. No one in my family has a credit card and I can't make one because it won't arrive on time anyways. Just my kind of luck, someone better not assume that I'm a fake fan, not my fault that Konnect thinks that all international fans have credit cards and nothing else. 🤡

I'll make up my sadness by buying some TS4 game pack

 

[dark_tranquility]

I feel like my life is just a revolving door of bills and entertainment.
Life is confusing yet good. More the latter.

 

[kodoku]

so... I had a nosebleed at work today it was pretty bad.. I guess I really need to rest before my sickness gets too bad

 

[kodoku]

I'm gonna try to dye my hair on my own for the first time soon *slightly nervous already* I hope one box of hair dye is enough and I hope I don't mess up ahh 😖

 

[kodoku]

Spoiler: just letting this out

no offense to anyone, truly, but a lot of men around me are so damn entitled and have this mentality of having the god given right to comment on every female's appearance all the time when they themselves look like crap and have nothing going for them in any other way either, but hey that's fine because they are men. This old man at work suddenly started talking to me way too much, making dumb "jokes" only he was laughing at, and being seriously rude and obnoxious by implying I am fat and lazy too, basically. How I look is none of your business, sir. And I worked way more than you did. I don't want to be rude to anyone, especially an old man, but if he keeps this up, I'm gonna have to say something. And my friend told me he did the same with her too. How truly low and disgusting, I'm so sick of this

 

[kodoku]

Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
Maybe someday you'll look up
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one
Isn't something missing?

You won't cry for my absence, I know
You forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant?
Am I so insignificant?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe deep and cry out
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me?

And if I bleed, I'll bleed
Knowing you don't care
And if I sleep just to dream of you
And wake without you there
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...

Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

 

[kodoku]

this is so me haha, awh but poor little angel xD

 

[dark_tranquility]

I need to put myself first for once. I always think of others, though to the point, I don't do anything for me.
Hell the world needs more exploring than just my bedroom, but I get so anxious and paranoid when I go outside.

Then the voices telling me things I don't want to hear and showing me nightmarish things.
It's getting beyond traumatic now.

 

[raymondchouku]

I remember being undergrad and being so over it... I wanted to graduate and be in grad school. Now that I am in grad school (almost 3rd year into grad school) its just so tedious and monotonous... While I don't mind the content and am pretty good at it and glad that multiple choice exams are not a thing anymore writing ten page papers every week and having to read from 150-200 a week gets tedious. 17-credit undergrad hours semesters is like 9-credit grad hours... 🤣

 

[dark_tranquility]

This song sums up my day fairly well. Sleeping and dreaming too much.
So much my reality is in tatters and my surroundings shattered.

When all you feel is regret greed and neglect
while we dream we feel alive
while we cry we hope to one day die
an honest mistake made flesh
mesh bestows me armour against the cold
never so bold as I am right now
now is the time to dream
dreaming verse reality
reality vs fiction

 

[Peach]

I'm broke, I paid 357€ for tickets to Antalya, last year I paid 192€ but at least I don't have to sit long hours in the airport so I guess it's worth it.