18+ ~Ranting and Venting~ New Rules Added. Just a tiny set (2 Viewers)

[jasque]

You talking to me, huh?
Talking to me?
How can you...

Me? Talk to, the one that is called myself, that I can't.

That went too far.

So.

Talk to yourself, not to me.

 

[dark_tranquility]

I have been so miserable a lot of the time and it's affecting my time here as well as everything in reality. Maybe I should just leave and not come back.

I feel like I don't have any options left anymore.

 

[jasque]

I have been so miserable a lot of the time and it's affecting my time here as well as everything in reality. Maybe I should just leave and not come back.

I feel like I don't have any options left anymore.

I hope you can find a time to breath or rest somehow...

I imagine how difficult it must be

 

[dark_tranquility]

I hope you can find a time to breath or rest somehow...

I imagine how difficult it must be

Yeah I am just always so negative and hard on myself. People probably don't like me this way, but IDK anyway else to think, other than negative. I am still thinking it over.

 

[jasque]

Yeah I am just always so negative and hard on myself. People probably don't like me this way, but IDK anyway else to think, other than negative. I am still thinking it over.

Dont worry a lot about what others will think

As long as you feel good

Screw those who says that is being an egoist

I have no problem in being one myself lol



You'll get there though, time helps...

I hope so at least

 

[dark_tranquility]

People that exaggerate their problems, that everyone else has to deal with as well.
Annoys me when folks use their mental health issues, as an excuse for attention sigh.

 

[jasque]

I wish i had a sit but wtv

 

[jasque]

Isnt it fun how one day we care and the next day that day is yesterday?

That makes me want to stop caring before i even start caring

Just like this random Jaden tweet

"I Wish She Loved Me Like Her Cellphone."

 

[dark_tranquility]

Disturbed sleep is annoying. But at least I am watching the crime channel again.
Fascinating and dark as the heart is pure.

Some really evil people in this world.

 

[Jimimis]

I have too much and too little stuff

 

[dark_tranquility]

So over this loneliness feeling.

 

[jasque]

Rant at myself for throwing away the tiny people on Roller coaster tycoon

Its so fun

Who needs fitness boxing now

 

[jasque]

Ok, people from this drawing club just cant listen at all
Feel like giving up and going hermit on them, tbh...

How did i end in this situation where i'm supposed to teach teenagers?
I dont want this in my life, i'm not a teacher.

Still, I'm too scared to do the first move sigh...

Almost giving up on produce anything for idk 2 or 3 years.
I dont feel like I need to do this, in my current stage of life.

Or maybe that's why I should do it?

Idk... we'll see

 

[dark_tranquility]

Anger problems I have are s***. Mental health is s*** and I still hate how I feel and how I converse with those around me.
I am single and friendless for a good reason. I don't like it, but I feel like I deserve it. :(

Here in the garden
We know not what we do
Made to lie in pastures of filth
Left to die, guilty of nothing
If we were promised heaven
Then why are we in hell?

From - Cattle Decapitation's, Monolith of Inhumanity (Kingdom of Tyrants)

 

[jasque]

Anger problems I have are s***. Mental health is s*** and I still hate how I feel and how I converse with those around me.
I am single and friendless for a good reason. I don't like it, but I feel like I deserve it. :(

Here in the garden
We know not what we do
Made to lie in pastures of filth
Left to die, guilty of nothing
If we were promised heaven
Then why are we in hell?

From - Cattle Decapitation's, Monolith of Inhumanity (Kingdom of Tyrants)

You're doing fine : )

 

[jasque]

Don’t worry. You guys worry entirely too much about me.

 

[jasque]

uhm

 

[jasque]

You’ve got a lot of faith. Sometimes, life gets complicated. The unexpected can happen. When it does, you just gotta deal with it.

 

[jasque]

oh thats fine

 

[jasque]

Why does it feel like night today?
Something in the air's not right today
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia's all I got left
I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
Like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
(It watches everything)
So I know now when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me
Right beneath my skin