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It was one of those lovely early spring days, the sun was low and bright and I could
feel the heat through the window, the daffodils were out and the cherry blossom on the trees.



I was listening to a song on the radio (I can’t recall which one) and eating a cheese roll.
Then idea suddenly struck me that if I died in that very instant it wouldn’t be so bad,
I was feeling really good.



That may sound a bit morbid I know, but bear with me.



It struck me that everything that happened in the past was irrelevant, it was just a memory, a story
I tell myself from time to time and any plans I have for the future are simply to continue to feel this good.



It is all going to come to an end at some point and if I felt this good when it does at least I will go out on a high.
Since then I have resolved to “feel as good as I can in the present moment”.



This is not an excuse for hedonism or shirking responsibilities, in fact totally the opposite;
even though the future is not guaranteed it is probable, so you have to take into account how you will feel after this moment.



With time, I have found I am less likely to indulge in excess with anything.
Spontaneity, it turns out, requires adequate preparation. To feel as good as you can you have to plan ahead.

 

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