and do you feel free in your own mind/body and in the world around you..?
I don't feel free, I've never been able to. I've always felt trapped within my own self (both my body and especially mind), chained by the things I cannot change and even suffacated by something coming from the inside.. I feel like to be human means to be limited and to obey the rules made by more powerful strangers.. of course, it's still possible to feel free and content in this world. However, I think that you probably need to be healthy in order to feel that way..