I had that too, I'm still really impatient, and get upset easily, but I literally cannot EVER stay mad and become happy in like 10 min after for most things?
I didn't even know what I did that was annoying, I literally tied myself to a basketball pole with my jacket impulsively cause I could once for example. It tore down the back and I fell down, and no one even told me, my mom got mad at me for ripping my jackets and I had no clue why
I literally hate the lack of planning and time management skills, like I've been trying ...
It sucks that I'm a super independent person too but I'm just sucking at it. I literally could not go shopping and one day only ate half a bag of carrots bc I literally couldn't go shopping, bc I would go shopping after doing "this", which I would do after "that" and then just

Everything takes longer, time between tasks I got distracted. I literally hate structure and I'm a free spirit, but I need structure?
I hate how I get distracted super easily too, literally it doesn't even have to be studies, I struggle so much
It feels like my brain doesn't even work a lot of the time, every day being an off day
But when I'm in the zone for something I'm hyperfocusing on, I'm so good
And luckily winging things is a skill of mine, maybe cause I'm impulsive