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Tears no longer exist. Just self hate and lack of caring.
 

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I can't do this anymore
It's going so bad
So bad
I can't
Not mental health I feel like I'm gonna faint or be sick and I'm so physically weak
But I just can't continue living like this

It's so bad I can't
Why is this going to be my life
All my life
I can't
 

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I can't do this anymore
It's going so bad
So bad
I can't
Not mental health I feel like I'm gonna faint or be sick and I'm so physically weak
But I just can't continue living like this

It's so bad I can't
Why is this going to be my life
All my life
I can't
who freaking has time to eat or sleep and still without that I can't?

And I just mess everything up when I do either I can't do this
 

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Just me and the voices
 

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im 26 years old and i feel like nothing but a failure. i never tried hard enough because i never felt good enough.
i wish i can feel like "im only 26" but i try so hard and its only ever "im already 26". i feel like i have nothing, done nothing, nobody cares about me (and thats not 'nobodys' fault, but my own fault). i always give up and restart over and over again. i feel like im doing absolutely fuck all with my life. im tired of just pushing on by just looking forward to the little things to keep me going its barely working anymore.
im forever stuck in this cycle and im forever gonna be stuck in it alone.
i feel like ive been thinking the same damn shit for the past 13 years because i have im so annoying. i thought i pushed past the fact that im just gonna to be a reclusive loser but ig it still hurts ! i know im not worthy of friends but its nice to feel like someone cares or someones there for you. im so alone its painful. (its my fault) how can i make an impact on anybody there's nothing going for me. i hate putting in so much effort and getting in nothing in return. still nobody to blame but myself. just another reason i give up easily. i just dont know how to be..... like..... worth it. i dont know how to mean something. there's 0 point of thinking any thoughts like this but i really do wish i could go back and do something different but what can i do different. what would i have done differently its so pointless.

im really sorry to my younger self, you pushed through for nothing. i failed you and to be honest that's probably whats hurting the most. the little hope you had for the future and i still couldn't do anything to change it. what am i doing, i have no idea what im doing. why am i constantly failing myself, why couldnt i do anything. what do i keep giving up for. what do i really want to do? why am i the worst.
the only thing ive ever been good at is giving up im sick. hate myself so much


sorry for posting this i have no where to go no one to talk to
 
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it feels so damaging.
 

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Trapped in a mind puzzle, how to solve it!
 

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Hungry ugh... makes my mind run wild.
 

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I may never be able to live alone and it makes me sick... Why must I struggle with everything? Why is it so easy for everyone else? Why did I have to be born so incompetent?
I feel the same way
 
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