how do you feel about the holidays slowly coming up? (1 Viewer)

[kodoku]

(it's almost 3 am which means kodoku is wide awake and making threads....) so, how do you feel about the xmas and new year's eve of 2019? are you excited? anxious/stressed? do you have any plans already?

Spoiler: me

I honestly feel kinda sick when I even think of all this. I love Xmas (what a heartwarming and cozy time), New Year's Eve (a brand new chance for a fresh start), and even my bday could technically be nice (tho I am getting old O_o).. but none of these things ever really are (I'm talking about myself only here).. it all just means spending money trying to guess what people would like, wasting time running around looking for those things, and finally giving my time to people I don't want to be with... I wish I could just skip it all.... people will be asking about my plans and I have no idea what I'll say >_> idk why but so far, it's always been like that...... but yea, I hope someday I'll have a cozy little xmas with a loved one and actually enjoy this season....

 

[RandAlThor]

(it's almost 3 am which means kodoku is wide awake and making threads....) so, how do you feel about the xmas and new year's eve of 2019? are you excited? anxious/stressed? do you have any plans already?

Spoiler: me

I honestly feel kinda sick when I even think of all this. I love Xmas (what a heartwarming and cozy time), New Year's Eve (a brand new chance for a fresh start), and even my bday could technically be nice (tho I am getting old O_o).. but none of these things ever really are (I'm talking about myself only here).. it all just means spending money trying to guess what people would like, wasting time running taround looking for those things, and finally giving my time to people I don't want to be with... I wish I could just skip it all.... people will be asking about my plans and I have no idea what I'll say >_> idk why but so far, it's always been like that...... but yea, I hope someday I'll have a cozy little xmas with a loved one and actually enjoy this season....

Fantastic, means my tiffay tickets are getting closer ... now if i could just win the lottery in time to get to le rouge :) and the comebacks upcoming.

I shop on amazon now, and truthfully spend far far less than i used to.

 

[Soleski]

I just want this year to end tbh
the holidays are not really holidays for me since I study at uni because my exams are always in between the holidays and after them
so I just dislike that part of the year

 

[Lovely_Cornchips]

Nervous-super nervous but also I guess excited?

 

[DrowningFishy]

Less customers in, but it means closer to a New Year when the uppers start the year with their panties in a bunch. During Christmas though less customers and more time messing around on the computer at work. I would do some extra work around here but my uppers have proved to be grinches. Nothing much marks this time of year from any other.

 

[Wingfrost]

I like the atmosphere of the holidays like the lights, music, food, etc.. but the stress of having family time is overwhelming at times since there always seems to be some sort of outburst between people (which is why we never have family time lol).

 

[amourpinks]

happy because its the holidays but sad because the year is almost over and this year, in general, was just so meh.

 

[Deleted member 74]

I like the atmosphere around the end of the year, as long as I don't overthink about things, I think it'll be a nice time for me c:

 

[Skinnny]

We don't celebrate either of these but I am glad this year is coming to an end. It's an odd form of consolation but it works lol.

 

[Panda]

time and a half at work so yes I'm excited :3

 

[raymondchouku]

I'm just going to ignore the fact that you forgot Thanksgiving. 😎 .. But New Years has never been that big for me. You watch the ball drop once, you see it a million times. Not a big deal. There are mythos about New Years Eve that people tend to like to abide by, such as the kiss and resolutions, but I find the logic that one kiss determining the future of the new year to be, well, hokum. Resolutions also tend to be abandoned, by most people, before they even get started.

For Christmas, I don't see that much stress being involved this year. I will have to buy a gift for my sister, nephew, and mother, but that won't be an issue. Christmas Mass won't be an issue either, as I have quality transportation. The part thats most stressful is getting presents.

 

[PWSwan]

It means that winter is coming, which doesn't thrill me in the least, especially given the weather of the past two weeks.

 

[lostinwvnderland]

I am always super excited about it. This year I won't be spending Christmas with my family, but my bf instead. During New Years Eve my family do a whole huge celebration. It basically like a huge family reunion where we see all our relatives that we usually don't see. Because our family are like mixed we do a mixture of Japanese, Chinese and Western tradition. Though I am sad that the years almost over though.

 

[yeji]

I love the holidays but it can get quite boring ( at least on new year’s eve).

 

[blueberries]

I'm rly busy with uni work right now so I don't have time to even think of christmas before December. But I look forward to it, it's my favorite holiday. I'm going to my hometown and spent it with my family likely will spent until new years there and then return home. I look forward buying all the gifts too although I have some hard one's in my family to get those. Then there is decorations, christmas cards, planning christmas food with my mom.. it's going to be fun :d Though I hope in midst of it I have time to relax this year has been pretty eventful for me.

 

[potato]

I'm stressed lately because my exams are right before the holidays. But after they finish, I'm free, at least for a while. I don't really care for Christmas but I love New Years. We have a lot of friends in our area so we all go to a restaurant (usually Chinese because it's the closest to us) and then someone's house and stay up to watch the fireworks on tv when the new year begins. It's such a special moment that I treasure.

 

[honeyfornomoney]

Spoiler: Dark stuff

Meh... last year we lost a close relative before Christmas and a close family friend. Recently one of my best friends too, so i don't really care anymore

 

[kodoku]

Spoiler: Dark stuff

Meh... last year we lost a close relative before Christmas and a close family friend. Recently one of my best friends too, so i don't really care anymore

Spoiler

I'm very sorry for your loss, it must be so hard. I pray they are at peace and that you feel a bit better soon. I'm here if you wanna talk any time <3

 

[kodoku]

Terrible not gonna lie

I'm thinking about dropping out, honestly before i left for this school year and retired this account temporarily i was reaching my highest point..in my life, i was so happy.. and two months in this wicked fucking university took me right back to 4 years ago me...so allkpop me...which was a pretty shitty version of me..

For those who didn't know me then...just ........

I'm so depressed

I'm sorry to hear that, maybe talk to someone close to you or even a doctor and see if you can get better while staying (if that's what you wish for)? But look, even if you drop out, your health is the most important thing. Everything is gonna be alright, I'm here if you wanna talk <3

 

[eclipsoul]

i don't feel anything about this to be honest, as i don't celebrate christmas or new year's eve. to me, it's just a week free from school which is a good thing but that's it.