Why do I have to have it all figured out? I'm 17. I've been out as bisexual for six years. My parents know of most of my various boyfriends and girlfriends. And sometimes I feel like that label doesn't fit me. Sometimes I wonder if I'm lesbian or straight or pansexual or whatever.
But I've decided now, why do I need to have it figured out this instant? I don't. I have my whole life to figure it out. I can like whoever I want, there doesn't need to be a label for me.
I can just be me for now
That being said, I fucking love my girlfriend
I feel like we were made for each other, which sounds really corny but I think it's true. I love how tall she is and her humor and how sarcastic she is and I love her voice and her personality and her music taste and honestly just everything about her. It hurts being so far away from her but I'm just so happy we get to be together again. The months we were apart were painful. But I think we can make it work this time.