I shouldn't keep lying and saying im Fine. But I'm not--- I can't just go out of no where and say I'm not, you'll think I'm lying. I don't take off my Hoodie because I have scars I want no one to see. I can't deal with it anymore but I have to. And if I throw myself away I can never erase that. But if I throw myself away I'll erase my pain--- but it doesn't work like that. Though I wish wish it did.