Official ✯ ✵ Mental Health Support✯ ✵ (4 Viewers)

[doll]

Spoiler

i love him so much, i dont want to hurt him- i dont know what i would say wrong to make him not like me one day,, thats the scary part of it all.

 

[Chaeee]

My anxiety is starting to creep back in

 

[uran]

Spoiler: Stupid rant

i should just fucking stop talking to people about my self image issues. I know im ugly fucking fuck and ofc people will go silent if i vent about me being ugly because they can see im ugly. Why cant they never say anything nice and then they wonder why i have such mindset. I have decided that if i wont get myself to a point i can accept myself in 2 years im done and i think thats very kind to myself because its within reason. I wont waste my already meaningless life and be fat and ugly. I have never had anything to offer than my physical self and now i dont have even that so why should i live.

 

[doll]

Spoiler: Stupid rant

i should just fucking stop talking to people about my self image issues. I know im ugly fucking fuck and ofc people will go silent if i vent about me being ugly because they can see im ugly. Why cant they never say anything nice and then they wonder why i have such mindset. I have decided that if i wont get myself to a point i can accept myself in 2 years im done and i think thats very kind to myself because its within reason. I wont waste my already meaningless life and be fat and ugly. I have never had anything to offer than my physical self and now i dont have even that so why should i live.

theres many reasons to live, dont die because the voice in your head is calling you ugly- your personality is much more than your looks,, it shouldnt matter to other people if they really do love you

 

[Tickita]

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[doll]

My therapist wants me to start relationships outside of my family.

We'll see how that goes. I guess I'll try again.
Again.

good luck, i know you can do it
hopefully the person you meet, isnt toxic or bad

 

[athenaaa]

I’m wondering if it’s even worth it carrying on. It’s all too much. I just want the pain to go away

 

[Tickita]

Spoiler: Just a Rant

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[LeeriaYa]

Spoiler: Stupid rant

i should just fucking stop talking to people about my self image issues. I know im ugly fucking fuck and ofc people will go silent if i vent about me being ugly because they can see im ugly. Why cant they never say anything nice and then they wonder why i have such mindset. I have decided that if i wont get myself to a point i can accept myself in 2 years im done and i think thats very kind to myself because its within reason. I wont waste my already meaningless life and be fat and ugly. I have never had anything to offer than my physical self and now i dont have even that so why should i live.

Spoiler

You’re not any of those things. You’re a kind individual, and attractive as well. You have a caring heart, humorous nature and the ability to try and lift any situation. I don’t like myself at all either, but the ones who care about us do. You’re not fat either. I think like me you have a body dysmorphic image. It’s sad because others have the ability to appreciate ourselves, and not even our own self. I appreciate all you do, and you’re someone who deserves the best. You are an attractive human being inside and out. I hope one day the demons who stand by your side will disappear. Remember if you ever need to message me. You should always know I’m available. We can even play the switch together in the future since games help me feel comfort. Maybe they can help you, too. I care and adore you. When you’re sad, happy, or confused. You are exceptional at any state and I’ll be here, MyMy, too and the others in the cord chat. Love ya.

 

[LeeriaYa]

Spoiler: Just a Rant

Spoiler: TW - Depression + Mention of Covid

I get that people get depressed because of the pandemic.

But that's not the case for me, so please stop telling me to consider that Covid and the fact we can't go out is the reason why I am feeling like this.
We haven't been in this pandemic for the past ## years, and I am a homebody. There's nothing to "consider."

You're trying to slap a band-aid on a gash. It doesn't fucking work.

Spoiler

I relate to this a lot. I like being inside a lot, but it has nothing to do with my depression. Sometimes we gotta take a day at a time. Today, I’ve been feeling meh, but I lit some incense, had a sweet piece of cake and ice cream, and oof. It was momentarily heaven. Even temporary things that give us a spark of a joy for a second. Hit the spot. I hope they’ll leave you alone and you find something that works for you. It’s a long war that will pay off one day when we win it’s battles.

 

[LeeriaYa]

I’m wondering if it’s even worth it carrying on. It’s all too much. I just want the pain to go away

I relate to this feeling, and understand it. Sometimes we all wonder, “Why is their suffering in the world? And Why do I have to suffer?” Usually with ourselves, friendships, bonds, and even our interests. I can’t lie to someone and say if it is because I feel the same, but sometimes when we stay awake and unlock things even in the deepest nights. We discover more hints to continue on. Things that we can look forward to. I’m sure you’re a strong person who’s felt a lot and has much weight on your shoulders. Just know you deserve the rest where you can let down your burdens, and just breathe. The pain will hurt, but the more things you look to find to take it away. It’ll begin to numb and even feel warm for the coming days. I wish you luck. Good luck. Fight it away. You’re stronger.

 

[LeeriaYa]

My anxiety is starting to creep back in

Anxiety can be tough, and when it creeps. It creeps, but you know what has helped calm mine down. Who knows it could work for you. Whatever your favorite scent is. Whether it’s the scent of fresh rain on asphalt, deep meadows, and rich aromatic flowers. Light a candle, or stick of incense near you. When you feel your breath turning deep, it helps me to slowly start to inhale and take a long exhale. Sometimes it helps to grip onto something fluffy, or even our knees. What this does is gives a sense of comfort in our bodies and cements ourselves down. Remember to breathe, have something near you that has a soft texture, or brings comfort to you. Drink something warm and sweet. I hope you feel better, and your anxiety gets it’s ass kicked. (Excuse my language. This was all I could think of on defeating it) I wish you luck. Remember you are better than it. I know you can overcome it.

 

[athenaaa]

I relate to this feeling, and understand it. Sometimes we all wonder, “Why is their suffering in the world? And Why do I have to suffer?” Usually with ourselves, friendships, bonds, and even our interests. I can’t lie to someone and say if it is because I feel the same, but sometimes when we stay awake and unlock things even in the deepest nights. We discover more hints to continue on. Things that we can look forward to. I’m sure you’re a strong person who’s felt a lot and has much weight on your shoulders. Just know you deserve the rest where you can let down your burdens, and just breathe. The pain will hurt, but the more things you look to find to take it away. It’ll begin to numb and even feel warm for the coming days. I wish you luck. Good luck. Fight it away. You’re stronger.

Thank you, I can’t tell you how much I needed this right now 😢

 

[LeeriaYa]

Thank you, I can’t tell you how much I needed this right now 😢

Anytime. I hope you feel better! This a safe space and even if you need to vent. This is the place. Things are difficult for you now, but I do hope your burden may be lifted and you realize you deserve the sigh of relief when it is.

 

[athenaaa]

Anytime. I hope you feel better! This a safe space and even if you need to vent. This is the place. Things are difficult for you now, but I do hope your burden may be lifted and you realize you deserve the sigh of relief when it is.

Thank you. I do plan on taking some time for myself the next little while

 

[uran]

Spoiler

You’re not any of those things. You’re a kind individual, and attractive as well. You have a caring heart, humorous nature and the ability to try and lift any situation. I don’t like myself at all either, but the ones who care about us do. You’re not fat either. I think like me you have a body dysmorphic image. It’s sad because others have the ability to appreciate ourselves, and not even our own self. I appreciate all you do, and you’re someone who deserves the best. You are an attractive human being inside and out. I hope one day the demons who stand by your side will disappear. Remember if you ever need to message me. You should always know I’m available. We can even play the switch together in the future since games help me feel comfort. Maybe they can help you, too. I care and adore you. When you’re sad, happy, or confused. You are exceptional at any state and I’ll be here, MyMy, too and the others in the cord chat. Love ya.

Spoiler

I love you so much you dont even know how much i love you. I appreciate you so so so much and talking with you always makes me feel at ease and i just love you so much. I am thankful to have the honor to be your friend

 

[Juniverse]

I'm going to fail my math final and there's nothing I can do about it. It was the only math class with spots left and I had to take it. I don't understand any of it. It's all too advanced, some of the lessons are college level and it makes me feel like a fucking idiot because I can't understand it, even though I'm not even supposed to be learning this yet. That plus the pressure of my other two finals is just too much. On top of that I'm dealing with family members who have covid and the death of my favorite teacher. I was planning to show her the rest of my photocards and talk with her on finals day and now she's not there and I'm never going to see her again. I can't sleep. I'm so stressed and I want to cry.

 

[LeeriaYa]

I'm going to fail my math final and there's nothing I can do about it. It was the only math class with spots left and I had to take it. I don't understand any of it. It's all too advanced, some of the lessons are college level and it makes me feel like a fucking idiot because I can't understand it, even though I'm not even supposed to be learning this yet. That plus the pressure of my other two finals is just too much. On top of that I'm dealing with family members who have covid and the death of my favorite teacher. I was planning to show her the rest of my photocards and talk with her on finals day and now she's not there and I'm never going to see her again. I can't sleep. I'm so stressed and I want to cry.

You may be able to talk to an advisor about this issue, or the dean. I was able to speak to my teacher about my issue by emailing them in case any future struggle came up with how I withheld information. Sometimes, it could also be a connection to emotional burnout, or physical burnout and effects the ability to retain, or understand. I still struggle at times, but it really helped when I just finally talked to an advisor, or the facility in my school incase they needed to test a student. Remember, to take a break, breathe, get something you love to eat whether it’s regular food, or something sweet. Realize you deserve a reward even if you feel you don’t know why. Because you tried your best and you’ll only come back to hit even harder. Remember the fond moments you shared with your teachers. When I lost one of my favorite teachers. A bunch of students shared our favorite things about him on post it notes, and shared it on a zoom call that was acting as his celebration of life. We even did it for his wife. Even though we miss someone dearly. We can think of all the wonderful things they did for us, and taught us. We may even have the opportunity in the future to meet someone we also feel like that with as our next teacher. I hope you feel better. You’re so strong. Should be so proud, and remember this is never the end. It’s only the beginning. Even diamonds have to be scuffed, and shined before we begin to see its glimmer. Good luck, Juni.

 

[doll]

Spoiler: vent

Spoiler: tw/ mention of sh

i get it, he loves me.
i know they love me,,, jay jay and jose
i know theyre upset.. but its all raya's fault
she didnt have to tell them shit- i trusted her.
she didnt have to tell them what i do and how i cope
but she did
and now they know and i didnt want them to know
she told everyone

 

[Hoemantic]

Hey, bringing an idea for this thread. Definitely not stealing it from a mental health thread from another forum or anything.
What do you think we have a Google form so people can send their vents or ask for help anonymously? I think it would be nice since I'm sure not everyone likes to open up on a public forum and some prefer staying lowkey. We would only need one or two person (who are active) to have access to the answers to post them on here for anyone interested to answer them.