Official ✯ ✵ Mental Health Support✯ ✵ (10 Viewers)

[doll]

I'm sorry to hear that, I do that to a lot :/

i really like you froggy, i really do,,, but i dont want to upset you
im gonna say this in the nicest way possible
if youre gonna reply to my stuff, please say something that'd help me, at least a bit
and not say something about yourself
i want someone to help me, not someone to relate to.

 

[us8r]

i really like you froggy, i really do,,, but i dont want to upset you
im gonna say this in the nicest way possible
if youre gonna reply to my stuff, please say something that'd help me, at least a bit
and not say something about yourself
i want someone to help me, not someone to relate to.

ok sorry :/ I will come up with something to help you :D

 

[us8r]

ok sorry :/ I will come up with something to help you :D

I shouldn't think of myself, I will at least try to do something :)

 

[Juniverse]

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I'm seriously scared of what will happen if I can't get into a decent college. I study so fucking hard, staying up all night and writing so many notes that my pens run out of ink as I'm writing. I literally stayed up until nine am a few months ago, my friends were laughing thinking I was doing it for fun but I was seriously just reading textbooks and burning my eyes out with a computer screen. It's not even my family pushing me, they don't care about education like I do. I just have this need to be someone who doesn't have a minimum wage job, someone decently educated. This year was so difficult, even though I worked extremely hard, I got two C grades in the first semester. I've never gotten a fucking C in my life before this. My first two years of high school were A grades and like one B grade. I had a good transcript and now it's fucking ruined.

And no matter how hard I work there's always something I can't do. I don't need to be exceptional at everything, but with all my study and practice I feel like I should be doing a lot better. The worst is math. I've always been terrible at it, luckily my mom is great at math and has always helped me. But I just feel so fucking stupid because this is the one subject I can't get a good handle on. It's so discouraging. Sometimes I just want to quit and not give a fuck but I can't. I have to succeed in life. I'd rather be dead than not make something of myself. Honestly. And my parents are no help at all. I understand they don't want to pay for college, they just aren't that type of parent. Which I accepted a long time ago. Besides, paying for it myself gives me more initiative to do well. But the constant asking "are you sure you want to go to college" or "maybe you shouldn't" just because they were successful without going to an actual college doesn't mean I am the same. And honestly I don't think they believe I'll be able to do it.

I know this isn't healthy, the amount of classes I have, and the urge to get an A on every assignment. And every time I get something lower than that I think about it so much that it literally eats me up inside and I can't let it go. My teachers get annoyed because I'm constantly asking for quiz retakes even if I only got one or two questions wrong. And when I had to go in for my finals and my finals administrator told me the grade I got for US History, I was asking if there was a mistake and literally about to cry and she looked so fucking weirded out. And everyone thinks I'm fucking overreacting or something but I'm not. I have to do well, when I don't I just convince myself how fucking worthless and stupid I am, especially when I try as hard as I can. It makes me feel like a fucking idiot. I can honestly say that I can't see my life continuing if I can't get into a good college. And that thought worries me. I wish I had someone to talk to, but there's no one. I don't want to worry my s/o or my friends either. I just keep everything bottled up. It feels like I'm going to explode.

 

[Tickita]

You are loved.

You are.

 

[doll]

You are loved.

You are.

crying
this world doesnt deserve you queen

 

[doll]

i feel bad for saying i dont want to go to my dads girlfriends daughters birthday party,
she really likes me- but i dont really like her

 

[Hoemantic]

Spoiler: tw: depression and talking about suicide

i'm not getting better. it's worse day after day. i don't enjoy any hobbies anymore. i slept 12 hours the other day because i prefer being asleep than being forced to live. even my coworkers noticed because they keep asking me if i am alright but i keep lying by answering that i am okay, that i am only tired. people i literally just befriended also noticed i'm not okay. i don't know what to do anymore. i'm only forcing myself to live because of my boyfriend, i'm hoping that one day we will finally we together. i think if we ever break up i will kill myself. i can't see a world without him at all.

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even logging on KPS and answering threads is hard now... wtf is wrong with me.

 

[doll]

Spoiler: tw pills

I don't even know what I took
I don't care, I feel alive. I feel something.. it doesn't feel fake. Finally

 

[athenaaa]

Spoiler: tw: depression and talking about suicide

i'm not getting better. it's worse day after day. i don't enjoy any hobbies anymore. i slept 12 hours the other day because i prefer being asleep than being forced to live. even my coworkers noticed because they keep asking me if i am alright but i keep lying by answering that i am okay, that i am only tired. people i literally just befriended also noticed i'm not okay. i don't know what to do anymore. i'm only forcing myself to live because of my boyfriend, i'm hoping that one day we will finally we together. i think if we ever break up i will kill myself. i can't see a world without him at all.

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even logging on KPS and answering threads is hard now... wtf is wrong with me.

Hopefully you and him can see each other soon. He does really seem to mean a lot to you. And that’s nice of your coworkers to check in on you too 🥺 if you ever wanna just talk or vent don’t be afraid to start a conversation with me, obviously if you feel comfortable sharing. I’m here to listen

 

[Hoemantic]

Hopefully you and him can see each other soon. He does really seem to mean a lot to you. And that’s nice of your coworkers to check in on you too 🥺 if you ever wanna just talk or vent don’t be afraid to start a conversation with me, obviously if you feel comfortable sharing. I’m here to listen

he's the world to me, idc how corny it sounds. i'd give my life to him if i had to.

 

[athenaaa]

he's the world to me, idc how corny it sounds. i'd give my life to him if i had to.

And the best thing you can do is tell him that and he should return it by sharing how he feels

 

[LeeriaYa]

~Deleted because it felt too personal for me.

 

[Hoemantic]

Spoiler: tw: could trigger someone with ED idk

i started eating less, i feel pretty when i don't eat a lot. i'm not overweight or anything but i still feel ugly af when i eat like a pig.

 

[nekolecrimson]

Spoiler: tw: could trigger someone with ED idk

i started eating less, i feel pretty when i don't eat a lot. i'm not overweight or anything but i still feel ugly af when i eat like a pig.

I struggle with this as well. I know it is hard. I send hugs

 

[athenaaa]

“To forgive is to set a prisoner free and discover that the prisoner was you.”

I feel like a prisoner to myself. i need to let go. I threw away our matching costumes finally. I got rid of the shirt I bought when we went on a date together. I got rid of the lingerie I wore when you took advantage of me. I’m finally letting go of your presence. I can’t keep having your memory keeping me locked up. It’s preventing me from opening up. And I don’t wanna hurt people cause I can’t trust. Its all your fault but I need to be the bigger person. I haven’t spoken to you in long over a year but your ghost still haunts me. Please let me cut these chains before I hurt someone unintentionally. I don’t want to hurt anyone, they mean too much to me

 

[LeeriaYa]

@WinterWonderland I’m happy you took back your power someone who enjoys causing harm over you. It’s always an amazing feeling to depart from things you feel just cause burden in your life, and consider it taking back your power. You are strong, and you have become someone who exhibits strength and courage. I’m sure your loved ones and partner are proud of you. May life embrace luck into your life, and may you become stronger each year. You’ve come far and the journey will become more beautiful from here on out.

 

[athenaaa]

@WinterWonderland I’m happy you took back your power someone who enjoys causing harm over you. It’s always an amazing feeling to depart from things you feel just cause burden in your life, and consider it taking back your power. You are strong, and you have become someone who exhibits strength and courage. I’m sure your loved ones and partner are proud of you. May life embrace luck into your life, and may you become stronger each year. You’ve come far and the journey will become more beautiful from here on out.

Thank you, I can’t tell you how much I needed to hear this 😭

 

[MYs_daileee]

Spoiler: tw: cancer, death, depression

so... my boyfriend's dad hasn't been doing so well in his second battle against cancer. today out of the blue though, they had to take him to the emergency room where they tested him to check if the cancer had spread to his head... the results came back that it did.

he was already kind of against the idea of receiving treatment for his cancer (although he ended up choosing to get it) but now... we're basically just watching and waiting for his death. of course this is affecting my boyfriend, throwing him into a depressive state where he just doesn't want to do anything. i need some advice on how to help him cope. while i've had family members pass from cancer before, they were my non-immediate family rather than my closest.

 

[Chaeee]

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I am getting down on my hands and knees praying Saturday will be called off. The anxiety over it all is killing me. It’ll be worse when it comes around. I can’t deal with this anymore. I need to go back to therapy.