Official Post Your Random Thoughts (361 Viewers)

[kodoku]

okay I'm just thinking... life is so crazy, so random... we are put somewhere on this Earth without a choice, it's all a game of luck... and then we take what we can get and make the best of it, hopefully. Some get swallowed by their misfortunes or get eaten up by the demons inside them. It's the curse of being human, right? Having a mind that lacks so much and becomes ill so easily, and enough heart to always seek sense and meaning in a senseless and meaningless world... but it's also what drives us, the irrational hope, the instinct to keep going no matter what. I think all of that is so interesting and beautiful... too bad it gets covered up by boring work, fake relationships, and chasing after shallow and worthless things...mmm

 

[kodoku]

...and yeah, then you die.. maybe slowly and painfully, maybe suddenly and without being able to say goodbye those dear to you. And what was it all for then? All the struggle and every tear... Nothing at all, every word and action, every dream and memory will be erased by the passing of time... but that's what makes it all interesting right? there's no other meaning then the one we create, everything is up to us hehe. Fascinating...

 

[kodoku]

my originally white panties are soaked in red now. I would like to thank my period and apparently useless pad for that :)

 

[kodoku]

*hugs tight*



All I know is that the bad things hurt too much and the good things pleasantly ache too much for me to ignore them <3 And perhaps, like a stone skipped across water, our actions might somehow influence others, who might pass all of that on to other people, and so forth, so that our contributions always takes on new meaning, until it all becomes something else entirely, and everyone forgets who started the first ripples... But maybe that's worth it too. Just a thought, I don't even know, ghjhjh.



Poor bestie :( Ugh...

*hugsss* aw beautifully said. that's what I believe too, that our kindness might influence others in positive ways and secretly better this world and its people :) <3

 

[kodoku]

I'm not that scared of my story not being a happy one. I'm far more scared of being an untold story in the end... I yearn for meaning rather than happiness

 

[kodoku]

I feel like anime and fictional characters make me feel so much more than real life and people.... just feels more like who I am, and it's all so much closer to my heart TT <3

 

[Foxia]

I want to start doing something with animation again..

 

[quinby]

My new obsession is watching roller coaster and ride videos.



This one though... that fact that you're horizontal the whole time...

 

[Loki]

The world is ugly and it's also beautiful. Like the Moon, it has a bright and a dark side and it's up to us to build ourselves a life and mindset that will focus on the bright side, I think... <3

as much as I like to see the pretty side of the world like the animals and stuff sometimes I can't help myself but to feel like the world is a very sad and ugly place in general but I guess when I speak like that is more about humanity, the world in general is beautiful... But life, like how we live... Maybe it's my sadness or wtv talking but I don't feel like "life is beautiful"

 

[kodoku]

as much as I like to see the pretty side of the world like the animals and stuff sometimes I can't help myself but to feel like the world is a very sad and ugly place in general but I guess when I speak like that is more about humanity, the world in general is beautiful... But life, like how we live... Maybe it's my sadness or wtv talking but I don't feel like "life is beautiful"

I actually understand, really. I've had those thoughts so many times too.....life is hard and we make it uglier than it needs to be, people can be so cruel too......it could be beautiful, but we built all these rules and are so judgemental and shallow and so on.. but try to build a world of your own for yourself, decorate your room the way you like it, hang out with people you like if you can, dress how you want, go to places you enjoy being at.........simple stuff like that can really help, at least it does for me hehe <3

 

[lexus]

I just found out that I'll most likely need a master's degree for the career I want. Now I'm starting to question my education and whole career all over again.

 

[kodoku]

turn your sadness into kindness and your uniqueness into strength

 

[kodoku]

why do I feel like having a kid rn

 

[kodoku]

the fresh evening air makes me feel alive

 

[mysteric]

it’s so hot and sweaty here TT

 

[Loki]

I actually understand, really. I've had those thoughts so many times too.....life is hard and we make it uglier than it needs to be, people can be so cruel too......it could be beautiful, but we built all these rules and are so judgemental and shallow and so on.. but try to build a world of your own for yourself, decorate your room the way you like it, hang out with people you like if you can, dress how you want, go to places you enjoy being at.........simple stuff like that can really help, at least it does for me hehe <3

That's true, I like to decorate my room a lot I am always idk trying to improve it
It is so difficult to surround myself with people because idk it's not like I am not social but since I've been in places that I don't wanna be I am not really finding the best people around? LMAO sorry I can't word it better ~ I feel more calm when I am watching series or taking care of my pets? IDK I really try usually I distract myself with series and taking care of pets... dang how my life ended up that way tho I mean it is weird sometimes when I think about my life I gotta say sometimes I can even feel a little bit desperate, and weak? yikes sorry

 

[blueberries]

I'm feeling annoyed, but i can't really figure out why maybe i just got up on wrong foot today

 

[kodoku]

That's true, I like to decorate my room a lot I am always idk trying to improve it
It is so difficult to surround myself with people because idk it's not like I am not social but since I've been in places that I don't wanna be I am not really finding the best people around? LMAO sorry I can't word it better ~ I feel more calm when I am watching series or taking care of my pets? IDK I really try usually I distract myself with series and taking care of pets... dang how my life ended up that way tho I mean it is weird sometimes when I think about my life I gotta say sometimes I can even feel a little bit desperate, and weak? yikes sorry

that's okay, it's hard to find the right people especially if you're considered "different"... I would know hah. I think that sooner or later, you will meet them tho. And hey I often feel weak and desperate too hehe.. it's ok, you're only human. Just keep working on yourself and your life <3

 

[lexus]

My Chungha album has finally shipped

 

[Foxia]

BF got a present from one of his clients; a lamp with a speaker built inside.

I'm blasting kpop from our lamp atm