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[kodoku]

it looks like you had a tough day

but don't ever feel like you are alone because there are 7 billion of us in the world

tomorrow will be a better day, i just know it

aww thank you angel, so sweet <3

 

[kodoku]

if you ever need someone to talk to, im right here

thank you.. same to you

 

[kodoku]

I'm confused about the men around me.. or am I confused about myself? maybe both....... idk, so much has happened.. people tell me this and that, all kinds of completely different things......... and random dudes are trying sometimes like they did today but ofc, they're not sincere and I'm just another girl to them.. that's not what I want. I want him to see me for who I am and cherish me, fight for my heart and protect it.. I'll be honest though, I feel a bit desperate sometimes.. does a person like that even exist and will I ever meet him? it makes me wonder if I'll settle for some guy like that or end up on my own .. I already messed it all up, some days I just wanna throw it all away. I'm sick of searching and waiting, but being with any guy who comes to me would just feel like I'm not true to myself.. mehh 😅

 

[kodoku]

umm why is this place so empty.. where is everyone..?

 

[RainbowDevil]

I'm confused about the men around me.. or am I confused about myself? maybe both....... idk, so much has happened.. people tell me this and that, all kinds of completely different things......... and random dudes are trying sometimes like they did today but ofc, they're not sincere and I'm just another girl to them.. that's not what I want. I want him to see me for who I am and cherish me, fight for my heart and protect it.. I'll be honest though, I feel a bit desperate sometimes.. does a person like that even exist and will I ever meet him? it makes me wonder if I'll settle for some guy like that or end up on my own .. I already messed it all up, some days I just wanna throw it all away. I'm sick of searching and waiting, but being with any guy who comes to me would just feel like I'm not true to myself.. mehh 😅

Ah... it's hard, but trust me you aren't the only one, nor are girls the only ones that feel this way sometimes. Guys that might be exactly what you're looking for hide and are scared of the same things that you are and in this time and age we'd just need like a introvert dating app for anyone to actually be able to get into a relationship. But one thing you should never do is settle... that I can tell you, being alone might sound terrible but it's better than being unhappy with someone you don't want to be with. And yes there are time of desperation where just anything could fill the "hole" but it doesn't help if you fill it and then empty it in a matter of days with just another person that doesn't care. You are correct to assume that a lot of guys do only want a girl like just another girl, but not everyone. Finding em is hard, but so is finding a fitting girl for someone, be it in looks, personality or general things in common. I for one wish I was less shallow than I am and could just like someone for their personality but idk what it was that during life just made me think looks matter so much... And even tho I get it's wrong, I'm not successfully changing it right about now...

 

[kodoku]

Ah... it's hard, but trust me you aren't the only one, nor are girls the only ones that feel this way sometimes. Guys that might be exactly what you're looking for hide and are scared of the same things that you are and in this time and age we'd just need like a introvert dating app for anyone to actually be able to get into a relationship. But one thing you should never do is settle... that I can tell you, being alone might sound terrible but it's better than being unhappy with someone you don't want to be with. And yes there are time of desperation where just anything could fill the "hole" but it doesn't help if you fill it and then empty it in a matter of days with just another person that doesn't care. You are correct to assume that a lot of guys do only want a girl like just another girl, but not everyone. Finding em is hard, but so is finding a fitting girl for someone, be it in looks, personality or general things in common. I for one wish I was less shallow than I am and could just like someone for their personality but idk what it was that during life just made me think looks matter so much... And even tho I get it's wrong, I'm not successfully changing it right about now...

thanks for your reply :) and yeah it's so hard that it's difficult for me to explain how I really feel.. a friend once told me something like "a star is still a star, even if no one watches it shine" and I know that in some ways I am like that because I have some positive traits, but the guys that come to me don't even see them or care about that. They just want any decent looking girl >_> If you don't even see me for who I am, what's the point? to sleep around? nah, that's not enough...... but tbh sometimes I think a love like that will never find its way to me and I should just take what I can because my youth is passing.... yet I don't wanna, I still have some time, I still wanna believe it will be okay...... as for you, at least you are aware of it and wanna change it. I mean, it's perfectly natural to want someone visually appealing whom you're attracted to, but some people only care about that or they just settle for literally anyone because they won't stay with that person anyway, it's awful :/ and yeah I don't mean to say girls are any better, I'm sure a lot of them are even worse. I'm just talking about guys because that's what I'm interested in hehe

 

[RainbowDevil]

thanks for your reply :) and yeah it's so hard that it's difficult for me to explain how I really feel.. a friend once told me something like "a star is still a star, even if no one watches it shine" and I know that in some ways I am like that because I have some positive traits, but the guys that come to me don't even see them or care about that. They just want any decent looking girl >_> If you don't even see me for who I am, what's the point? to sleep around? nah, that's not enough...... but tbh sometimes I think a love like that will never find its way to me and I should just take what I can because my youth is passing.... yet I don't wanna, I still have some time, I still wanna believe it will be okay...... as for you, at least you are aware of it and wanna change it. I mean, it's perfectly natural to want someone visually appealing whom you're attracted to, but some people only care about that or they just settle for literally anyone because they won't stay with that person anyway, it's awful :/ and yeah I don't mean to say girls are any better, I'm sure a lot of them are even worse. I'm just talking about guys because that's what I'm interested in hehe

That's understandable, I like to think everyone will find who they are meant to find some way and at some point. And places like this forum and like things near you that have like people that share the same interests seem to be the best places to find someone you might like... cause if someone shares an interest and is ready to show it, that already shows a lot about them in a sense. Good luck finding one in any case

 

[Abeamus]

When you realise you still need over 6000 more posts for the rest of the badges you want... well I got work to do.

 

[kookheon]

can my brick of a laptop please work i just want to make ops

 

[Poetry]

When they showed the B.A.P. MV during the Korean pride montage at the end...

Spoiler

Those hate comments a gainst overseas Koreans though. That's what some idols are up against.

 

[quinby]

Tried Popeye's today for the first time. Better than Kfc. Not as greasy.

 

[quinby]

Not everything needs to be shared online.

 

[ripiasuju]

I hate how weak the New Zealand dollar is. If I donate 10nz d that's only 7 here -.-

 

[kodoku]

I think I would have been better off not knowing such a thing, ignorance truly can be bliss.. 😅

 

[kodoku]

body y you wake up so earlyy

 

[kodoku]

oh well I'm having breakfast with ma girlie soon, at least that'll be nice hehe.....

 

[kodoku]

wow I'm gonna have 4 days off soon (the weekened and Mon & Tue) yayy, it's like a mini vacation and today we'll have a meeting at work too, so we'll have to work less whoo

 

[kodoku]

I wrote a to do list and some thoughts, should be helpful.. hopefully I can get everything done on time hehe because there's a lot (as usual lol)

 

[kodoku]

can't wait to meet my friend on Sat night, I miss herrrrrrr..... and another one on Sunday, maybe my cousin too I hope :P

 

[kodoku]

I think one of the cruelest things you can do is not allow someone to move on from a mistake they've made :/