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I have psychosis myself and it's hard to deal with.my mum has terminal Cancer she at end of life care , so i am finding things very hard right now , i have eupd ADHD & psychosis My mental health hasn't been great for most of my life my partner is also my fulltime carer & he helps care for my mum as my sister lives in England but she also has thyroid cancer & getting an operation in the next few weeks so she cant help at the moment but she is my mums next of kind etc . all this is making my mental health worse i have withdrawn from a lot of stuff i do during the week and i also am fighting an eating disorder and at the moment i have mobility issues as i fell on my knee cap on my left leg but i am also having issues with my right knee and ankle i would normally use exercise as a way to cope so this is affecting my mental health too , i visited my mum today she hardly eats and looks extremely thin . eg affecting my own eating disorder so i am dealing with that too . i hope its ok to post about this as it can be triggering for some people i just though id post about what is going on for me and my family
its gone passed just when it happens, since it's been so frequent just the fear alone that it could happen any moment is disrupting me. hate it here.misophonia is gonna get me in serious trouble one day (safety wise)
the daily sounds are getting worse and worse i really cant live here anymore but i cant move anywhere else im trapped in hell
nothing is ever going right.
me too , my shadow people ( voices )I see and hear things from the shadows
scares the shit out of me.
we will be strong togetherme too , my shadow people ( voices )
Me tooi am always in a state of panic and feeling like its doomsday 24/7 life is over done and i am finished. all i feel is anxiety