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i would just understand even more how it's not a good thing :chickill:

that assumption is correct :chickill:

hmmm it really depends on whose perspective is judging me i have done the worst things in my life not even to be loved but only to be liked only to be seen as something i am not i have lied about innumerable things merely to be perceived a way that i don't even think is honorable to be loved i...

i've had people refuse to promise me certain things but those weren't really questions and i'm not about to give up on getting them to it does matter greatly to me though as for people in my past i didn't ask questions i knew were going to hurt me like are we close friends when i did ask...

what's wrong with that i do it too sometimes :nekosweat: hmmm i don't want to be repetitive so perhaps i will have a better answer to this at another time for now many of my thoughts on myself remain the same

i have created too many fictions in my head so there are many worlds that i could choose from and i don't believe most of them would be truly fulfilling so i would have to say a reality in which those i care for here would be fulfilled themselves all the otherworldly impossibilities would be...

i will do it one better and say it while you are still here as for what i hope they say of me? i truly could not care less once i am dead i can't appreciate it anyway most of the people i care for right now will likely end up dead before me anyway

i've usually just felt like it was never there in the first place these days things aren't even face to face for me anymore but when they were i never felt someone looked at me as anything special and don't worry kodu i won't lose interest :saranghae:

i would not say so no one i no longer have is connected to a truly good period in my life there are people i would perhaps wish to still be friends with in another life or have done more for but living without regret stops me from dwelling on such topics

hmmm it would be ignorant of me to say i carry no burdens at all i carry the burden of needing to continue my life to exact my desires and see them through this entails getting a job, stressing about money, etc. i carry the burden of interests and desires which i can't fulfill i guess i carry...

i read an article on that show lmao anyway i certainly think platonic love is blind and i really believe that familial/platonic love is only a hop and a skip away from romantic love but the physical bridge there is one that isn't usually blind in a sense i believe love is blind but physicality...

if someone just like me came into my life? it would depend on what part of my life we're talking about honestly if they were at this part in my life i wouldn't talk to them we would go our separate ways and live our lives if it was at an earlier period of my life? well frankly i already have...

sometimes i am able to say the right thing to help those i care about

i don't really have too much to say today love the song and hope y'all do to have a wonderful week y'all @emanresu @la_mort_pour_vous @Skinnny @kodoku @ABIGAIL_WILLIAMS @ikonicraja

i would honestly have to change my entire hair nature to have any color change look good on me i guess i looked alright with a blonde front tho

:chickill: we're going to change that

kodu the person you described sounds a lot like you <3 anyway my favorite kind of person i guess it would be someone who wholeheartedly cares for others someone who is selfless in defiance of all the pain and suffering in the world whose kindness can't be dissuaded by personal suffering who...

yes i've been known to be so much so that i've been called a know it all contrarian etc. i'm pretty quiet but when i believe it's best for me to speak up i tend to be very passionate

i will hunt you all down and exact my revenge upon you for this happiness

I don't actually find a simulacrum future optimal I find a future of instant travel across the universe optimal in which people can choose to live in simulations as they please but that's just my sci fi nerd showing