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I'm just scared he will find out. He's a smart one...
Aw. Hope he won't and be safe <3
I'm just scared he will find out. He's a smart one...
You can message me at any time, love.I need to talk to someone in a private conversation, I feel like im getting a mental ilnesses bcuz of something that happened yesterday...
You can pm me though sadly I won't be able to reply right away. I hope u are ok <3I need to talk to someone in a private conversation, I feel like im getting a mental ilnesses bcuz of something that happened yesterday...
Starting to get hit lower now... My brother has a high chance of dying. My step mother calls me in the middle of the night to call me pathetic, then grounded me from headphones because I didn't hear her call my name. If my little brother dies, I dont know what reason I have to live anymore.
I've been having lots of suicidal thoughts recently
Spoiler I'm sorry to hear that. I hope you are taking care of yourself and not listening to your demons <3
is there anyone i can pm?
Starting to get hit lower now... My brother has a high chance of dying. My step mother calls me in the middle of the night to call me pathetic, then grounded me from headphones because I didn't hear her call my name. If my little brother dies, I dont know what reason I have to live anymore.
I understand how you must be feeling, my little brother means everything to me too, and it’s almost unbearable to have anything happen to him. I hope you will get through this, all of my thoughts and prayers are with you right now. I really hope that he will be ok. There’s nothing I could say that could bring you comfort in this difficult time, but please stay strong.
I will try my best. I truly will. I love KPS and everyone in it so much. I don't want to just leave. I love everyone like a family. You all keep me alive.
We will all always be there for you.
I'm so sick of this pathetic existence. Sometimes I feel like I can pull through, like maybe someday it will get better. I just can't see that someday anymore. I'm so exhausted. I'm so tired of feeling like nobody hears me. I can count on one hand the people who care about me in the slightest. It's sad, really. I've been trying for so long to be loved, I try so damn hard to be good enough, and I never will be. I am rejected everywhere. Online, irl, anywhere. I cannot be good enough. I'm too tired. I want to disappear for a while just because I know nobody would miss me, or even notice. It doesn't even matter anymore.
I might be gone for some time. I won't do anything rash. I'm too exhausted to try anything again.
It’s been a year since I lost my best friend. She didn’t die, but I did something horrible. I moved way too fast, why did I even bother telling her I loved her when I knew she wouldn’t love me back... She was the light of my life, and I just feel lost. I started to make new friends, but it just isn’t the same anymore. There’s a gaping hole left in my heart that can’t be fixed with a Band-Aid. I don’t know what to do.