Official ✯ ✵ Mental Health Support✯ ✵ (3 Viewers)

[jasque]

Day day, every day is new
It’s a feel good fluttering
I wanna show you
I will be there

 

[BlackpinkINSync]

So tired and also afraid of my new female future now....

 

[jasque]

I wish everyone could smile.

 

[BlackpinkINSync]

Watching angels of death anime and seeing how distorted Rachel Gardener's perception of reality was. Made me think of how severe and extreme my delusional thinking and hullicinations also are. Really interesting series and hit home with me so much too.

 

[mimi_mimi]

I HAVE AN EATING DISORDER

there i said it

 

[Tickita]

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[BlackpinkINSync]

I feel like stress is being a harsh mistress, rather than letting me be myself.
And because of this my disorder is worse and my illness overall is worse.

I really need to figure out a way to nip this in the bud.

 

[Tickita]

Always be patient and nice to yourself

 

[jasque]

I'm all alone
Keep on trying to think what was so wrong
Keep on trying to analyze my love
Deep in my heart I can't cry and going on

Once in a life
You can meet a girl and feel him right
You can meet a girl that gives you a light
Once in a life she can makes you feeling fine

 

[Tickita]

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[simplybrii]

So on Monday, I had a virtual psychiatric evaluation and I was finally given diagnoses.

Now prior to this, I was already diagnosed with: depression, anxiety, chronic post-traumatic stress disorder, and borderline personality disorder. But fast forward to now (2 years later), I was given those diagnoses plus an additional two new diagnoses.

The two new diagnoses I was given was: OCD and a eating disorder.

I suspected I had OCD due to me picking my skin for YEARS. But the eating disorder I was weary of just because I didn't have much of an issue with food. But, that all changed this year during the summer. I noticed that I started having issues with food that was slowly starting to become unhealthy for me. At that point, I got worried but the thought of having an eating disorder was pushed to the back of my head. But as I discussed it with my psychiatrist, she confirmed it the diagnosis of an eating disorder. She will go into more depth with it the next time I have an appointment with her.

I'm not sure where to go from here. I am relieved that I now know what's going on with me, but I am not sure how to feel about it.

 

[Tickita]

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[VillageIdiot]

Sometimes I just feel like a piece of paper in the ocean.
Slowly getting lower and lower and gradually disintegrating in the process
But soggy, wet paper isn't usable or useful, and it seems that matters more to everyone else

 

[Jimimis]

Yo so I just realized exercise is a form of purging? I always thought I was osfed but then doesnt that mean i have AN-BP?
I wanna go to a therapist recover and all that so I can just STOP this food nonsense but I also absolutely would rather run away to Antarctica than to have someone find out before I’m actually skinny enough to be taken seriously

 

[honeyfornomoney]

I'm feeling sad out of nowhere and everything just seems pointless. I'm not interested in anything. I have exams to study for but I find it pointless. I don't even know what I live for.

 

[SHlNEE]

I'm feeling sad out of nowhere and everything just seems pointless. I'm not interested in anything. I have exams to study for but I find it pointless. I don't even know what I live for.

omg i got that feeling too sometimes
WTF ARE WE DOING THIS ALL FOR
we all going to die one day
why do we care for things on the forum
why do we care for things in our personal life
whats the use
carreer, games, shopping, its all just to keep ourselves busy and entertained and to make a living till the day you just gone
just to hope, if you had kids, they will live and carry one the family name lol

 

[Wicked]

I just want to end it all. I'm tired.

 

[mimi_mimi]

The way I literally can’t look in the mirror without hearing a freaking knet calling me fat I’m so pathetic lol

 

[evolutionaire]

I have done it again. I haven't talked to my online friend for several days and I deactivated all my social media accounts and made new ones (this is the 10th time I have done this). I make friends then I ghost them when we start to become close and never talk to them again. I know that I shouldn't do that but I just don't stick. I complain about not having friends but that's my fault, I never stick around and try to keep the friendships. I just want one friend who gets me, who gets when I'm being sarcastic, who gets that I have very hard time expressing my emotions, who doesn't look at me like I'm a weirdo/freak but...I don't think anyone will every understand me. I'm a self-deprecating loser & a ugly social reject but...at least I'm not die.

 

[Wicked]

I feel so lonely and friendless lately.